surprise!!!!

so that was it?.... thank you, i was so touched.. really thank you for the "birthday" gift. dnt worry, on march 20, ill not hunt you for any gift. u really made me sad...m not soooooooo stupid you konw, maybe a bit but not that much. u can tell me to leave if you want me too..it could hurt so bad at least not like the way you are doing it now. do you really want me to spill it out. im sorry you wont get a thing from me. someday, i will let you read this, but for now, as ive said i dnt want to make you sad okay... i hope you had a wonderful time last monday. first birthday huh?!!!...hayyyy, why do you have to be so insensitive... i hope i have the courage now to leave you without you telling me to...if only i can...then you won't be able to hurt me this bad..everytime you walk away from me, if only you can see it..you will see a sad face looking at you...when i told you about me crying every night, the reason was you all along...what if you knew about it even before, will you still hurt me, i bet yes...i have begged before, ill not do it again..you dnt knw how bad you've hurt me before..begging ..if only..one day i will..do wait for it..