discipline

this morning, i listened to father bitoy's homily..he talked about different ways on how to discipline ourselves.
he said that you become just like what or who you love...if you love medicine, then you'll be a doctor someday..and etc..until he reached the one that says if you love God, you'll be like God..
the homily had this effect on me because at the moment i am so worried about my two coming exams..
it gave me hope that if i love what i'm studying or if i'm that disciplined with my studies then nothing will go wrong with my exams...
i still don't know, but i have faith in myself...i can do this..
i guess believing in yourself will help you with you with anything...
if you are sad, what you're studying will not register in your mind..
so i have to think of happy things always..
well, even if i've spent almost the whole day with you..i'm so thankful because i'm so happy now...
though i had the reason again to be sad because of what i saw, i didn't gave it that much thinking because i believe what is important now is that i am with you, spending the time with you, laughing out loud with you..
happy just being with you..
thank you so much...i know this is not for long but i don't care...
still, i'm that confused about everything..asking WHY or WHAT will only make me sad and again i don't wanna be sad..
i miss my dad, really...
thank you for the time again...