have faith

Ate Glendz and i talked awhile ago... O told her my views about your text and here's what she said... "Ewan ko kung pareho kami pero parang ganyan din ako sa kanya dati.(when you said maybe not here..) The feeling that he wants to give you what he thinks you deserve most...that at the moment he is not capable of...He wants to give you a very nic thing and now, he's dealing with such insecurities because he knew his limitations. The problem with it, time is of essential. What they don't understand is that we are willing to start from nothing. That it is okay for us to work things out TOGETHER. We don't need anything. What's important is magkasama tayo..." After that talk, i had this hope na what if ganun nga ang gusto mo na mangyari. Still hindi pa rin mawala sa isp ko na what if wala na talagang love. I don't know, maybe mas maige na huwag ko pa ring isara ang sarili ko sa mga possibilities. Who knows di ba. But according nga to ate, time is running. What if the times comes na... What if hindi ako makapag-antay.. What if may mangyari na hindi ko kayang kontrolin, may bagay na kahit ayoko, wala akong choice...na sana if you are here hindi mangyayari ang ganun... What if...I don't know... All i know is that indeed life is UNFAIR..You don't know what it feels like hoping for something you do not KNOW... Gusto ko nang umalis dito...To search for the ANSWERS..as soon as possible...