now i fully understand

thank you for being there..you were right, you've got a world of your own...problems of your own...things that i don't understand about you..
i guess it is the same reason why you don't get me too..
eight months...it took me eight months to fully understand you.
thank you, from now on things will never be the same the way they used to...
nothing is wrong with me..you were right..it was all about you all along.
for some time i got confused..i got blinded and all.
i'll be okay.
for sure you will be asking me if i'm okay every now and then, and ill always say i'm okay.
even if i'm not that okay, why would you care.
i have promised you that from now on, ill bug you no more.
again, you will never know the real me because you don't deserve it..
just like them..
i hope you will be okay now..
now that i'm finally closing the door (half-close i mean, hehehe)
you told me not to close it, remember?...
you know what, ill surely miss you everyday of my life..
but i'm going to tell you no more that i miss you...
i'll only be wasting my time if i do..
i guess there really are some things that are not worth saying,
i mean, you'll only be taking those words for granted again right?
so why tell them to you..
who would want a bad day, well i don't..
hay, if only you can read this one, you'll be laughing for sure..
again, thank you so much.
i'll just be around...
if you need a friend just like what you kept on telling me..
a special friend...
you take care, okay!..